When Life Lessons Manifest as Humans

This is what AI decided “Life lessons manifesting as Humans” looks like and I said Okay :)

Here I am on a Monday afternoon while people are working their Butts off somewhere in an office and I’m standing at my kitchen watching the water pot as it boil, and you know what I noticed over the last few months, that all of my meditative moments never happened when I was actually sitting down with the intention to meditate, rather it happens whenever I let my thoughts wander while I’m doing anything else in my day….like this moment of watching the water boils and my spags probably getting cooked way more than needed.

I found myself reflecting on interesting humans that came into my life some of them lately and some of them a while ago, some of them were new lessons and others were a pattern that at last got broken, and I’ll be sharing with you here the stories and the lessons learned, and the plan is to keep it short but knowing me, this will probably be a 30 mins read…yikes! but hey it may or may not be juicy ;) and if anything! these are truly interesting real life stories that unfolded in the last year and I was part of them :)

The SelfLove Guru

in 2023 I crossed paths with a lady that claims to be “The Self Love Guru” I met her by pure chance somewhere abroad where I attended a group session that she was conducting, and I was impressed but nothing felt outstanding, however she mentioned things from her own story that I felt she’d be a great help for a friend of mine who’s suffering with “Loss & Grief” so I travelled back to Dubai and I booked a meeting with her, and talked to her about my friend and all…so far all is good nothing abnormal, but I got a feeling about her and looked at her website and stuff (which was pure shit with all due respect to the developer) and I suggested that I help her out with my nerdy stuff, so we finished the meeting on a good note and all was good.

But at that time I was going through a transitional phase in my life, and weird things are happening to me, it’s like my intuition got heightened out of the sudden, I get messages or ideas about things out of nowhere, I get sudden urges to help someone or do things that doesn’t make any sense, and that’s exactly what happened! while I was I chilling in my morning routine, wandering with my thoughts , she crossed my mind and boooom! I suddenly get super weird things in my mind about her! things like that woman is struggling, she lacks selflove (even though she teaches it) and that she really need helps…I was so confused:

a) That is the first time in my life that I’d get thoughts like that about someone who is an absolute stranger, like how on earth am I supposed to know about a woman who on the gram she seems like an absolute baller! like she moved abroad, she’s aging gracefully (fitter than me and I’m 15 years younger — not that I ever was the standard of fitness — but hey! you get the point 😂) she’s adventurous, this and that! and she seems like she’s doing quite well! work-wise! living the dream as she says in her bio.

b) Who am I to get such messages? like I’m not a monk who devoted himself to the divine and left the materialistic world behind, no no no! I’m literally a basic B* that likes watching “too hot to handle” and “love is blind” on Netflix….so why on earth would I ever get such messages!

So I panicked, and what do I do when I panic? exactly what I do when I’m not panicking too! which is…..go blurt it alllll out! so I had already a meeting scheduled with that lady for the website, and boooom I go smack her with all of the intel that got dropped on me, and ofcourse what she does? like any normal human, she becomes defensive and she starts fighting back, because she felt like I was attacking her, attacking her “larger than life persona”, her business which is literally built on the idea of “SelfLove”, so shit hits the fan and we wrap up the call and I feel insane guilt!

So I send the longest email (not a surprise seeing how my articles are) and I communicate to her, all the messages that I got, exactly what happened, exactly how I freaked out, and many more things, and I asked if she’d still take my help with the website and maybe we can ignore the fact that I’m a borderline lunatic who may or may not be the next chosen Dalai Lama (minus his last scandalous and absolutely revolting incident).

She accepted my apology and we start working together, with a silent agreement to not mention this horrendous incident, however it was intense! super intense! this work-situationship 😂 was intense! Like I’ve never had as much conflicts with a stranger as her ever in my life! literally! anyways one day I don’t remember what happens but I triggered her so much that boooooom!!! she broke down and the pandora box opens and guess what! all the messages that I got about her were right! she confessed that she was struggling alot, she lacks selflove, she’s in deep shit financially that she can’t even afford her upcoming rent, I was shooketh!!! WHAT THE ACTUAL F! how did I know??? HOW ON EARTH DID I KNOW!!!! anyways I go be naive Ol’ me with my heart which is made of a plastic bag (not the fancy 20 dirhams zip lock one, no the supermarket fruit section one) so my heart aches for her and I go offer my support and send her money to help her out and actually to get herself to stand back on her feet and I promised to deliver the website to her and that will help with business bla bla bla and I did, and I hosted her website on my hosting plan to save her money up until 2 days ago, so it’s been legit a year.

During the year we barely talked and we’ve never met in person even though she was in Bali and I moved to Bali but it never worked out to meet somehow, and I ended up having to ditch on the plans that I said I’d help her upscale her business, but in my defense I was fighting for my own survival, as if you read my stories or you know me in real life…you know what went down in Bali, so I couldn’t be there for her, when I can’t be there for myself financially, mentally, emotionally….nothing. I had nothing to give.

However, when I stood back on my feet, I sent her an apology and an explanation of what happened to me, how dark my life was and that I’m sorry for being unable to fulfill on my promise (even though if you read the above you’d agree that I’ve already done ALOT for an absolute stranger)

Anyways her responses were always very robotic, very professional as if I’m talking to the HR (but she portrays another personality on social media), and she used to trigger me alot and it just gave an insensitive vibe, so fast forward to few days ago, I decided I gave enough and I don’t want to host her on my hosting as I need to downgrade my plan soon, and I reached out to her, just simply asking for that, but somehow the conversation ends how it always ends with that woman! in a very intense way and it always ends in a conflict and she literally drives me insane! so this time I blocked her! I legit told myself…no more of this crazy batshit!

like I don’t even know that woman and she’s nothing but a headache, and what she does? she have the audacity to send me an email being her HR self, saying that she’d like to cut communication with me, I actually laughed out loud! because like I legit just blocked her 15 minutes ago, but you know those people who like to have the final say? it’s like me saying I quit after being fired 😂 no no it doesn’t work that way my love :) now take the L and bounce the F off.

**What lesson did that human teach me?**Actually she taught me few lessons, so lets make a list:

• The field of spirituality and gurus is filled with scammers more than authentic ones, and that is something I learned when I went to Bali, oh my goodness!! sooo many fakers and wanna be healers! and while yes I’d like to believe that majority of humans have a good core and they don’t do things out of evil intentions, but hey! being that messed up and yet literally making a living out of preaching others how to live their life…is wrong on on so many levels and it’s just a big NO, so those of you who are wandering out in that field, use your common sense, and just like traditional doctors not all doctors are good, and the same thing here…not all gurus have got any clue what the hell they are talking about, and they might actually cause you more harm than healing.

• Do NOT be the savior for someone you don’t know, they should have a family, friends, acquaintances that should be able to help, helping other strangers, should strictly be to those who really need help! not those who live in villa in Bali and charge for their services in $$$.

• Do NOT expect other humans to treat you with the same empathy, just because you can be vulnerable and emotional and express how you truly feel doesn’t mean the person in front of you will match that, even if on social media all they speak about is kindness and love and all of this mumbo jumbo, social media is one thing, and real life is another and IRL (just putting this acro here in the hopes there’s a Gen-z reader that I can impress), they are humans who lack emotional intelligence and it doesn’t fall on me to teach them that, as I got my own learning to do.

The Greedy Artist

Few months ago while on a spontaneous trip, I get the inspiration to get a tattoo, and even the tattoo itself it just came to mind on spot and thats how I did my previous one too, also on a random trip, also out of nowhere I got the inspiration and I just decided to do it. Anyways so I search for a tattoo artist and I chose the one that had the highest reviews on Google, I was tight on time as I was only there on this trip for 3 days, we agreed to meet and we made it happen!

But what was unexpected is that because this tattoo is too detailed, the session actually took 7 hours (2 hours of that is just the brainstorming and finalizing until we both contributed to get the final master piece ready to be inked on my body) so I had a more than enough time to sit with this guy, and chitchat about anything and everything (not that I have any issue coming up with topics to talk about) and we clicked! turns out we have alot of things in common, and we watch the same youtube podcasts, and we discussed AI, Technology, Travel and business…all things that I liked, he liked them too! so we vibed and I got a really good feeling about him.

Mom, I don’t think you ever read my articles but incase you do, before you jump out of your place in excitement that I found a husband, sorry to break it to you but he’s already married 😂.

So I pitched for us to partner up, he doesn’t have a website and his online presence is not that strong, and thats literally my forte, and one of the blessings that god have blessed me with is talent spotting! when I see talent I know it immediately.

He got excited and we said we’ll do it in a month, but then I travel back to Dubai, and I get fired a few days after, and life happens and I just got busy but he was determined so he chased me, so I stopped procrastinating and we agreed on a meeting.

That meeting happened, all is good, we’re onboard, we both have no clue how to operate (from a professional business perspective) but I told him how I’m not greed driven, so we can agree to anything that would make us both happy and we keep it simple and we just let it rain 💰💰💰💰, and even though it seemed like a perfect meeting, perfect start to a partnership, we were onboard of almost everything,

But what happened afterwards was a surprise! in the short few days after he was rejecting the suggestions that I make (on how this partnership should be), So I asked him to go take care of the business side of things and let me focus on what I know best “Digital Stuff” and we were both onboard with that idea.

Then two days later I would go pitch to him some really coool and futuristic feature for the website, and I swear my brain was rushing with ideas for his business, things that would actually make him an internationally known artist and alot of money making ways that some of them will be passive, but thank god I didn’t give him anything, I didn’t pitch any ideas, because what happened is, out of nowhere he sends me a long ass message saying that he’d rather do the website alone and then I can provide my consultancy and help him grow it and only make money from the leads I drive him internationally…Haha!

That man clearly has no clue what a digital strategy is (not surprised as he didn’t even know how to setup a meeting using Google Calendar — even my dad learned that last week in 2 seconds), and how my work will literally elevate his entire business and brand globally and locally on so many levels and its not just about tattoo sessions its wayyyy more than that, LIKE WAY MORE THAN THAT! if he was patient enough to wait 5 days, he would’ve seen everything I had in store for him…but his ego and greed got the best of him, and I’m thankful for that, because barely any time or energy was wasted from my end.

In the most respectful way, I told him I’m not interested in working with him anymore and that’s my final decision.

Now do I believe he’s talented, yes 100% yes! else why would I pitch to waste my time and energy on someone that I don’t believe he’ll make it big, but seeing how lost and clueless in business he is, I doubt that man will ever make it bigger than what he currently is, most people who don’t know anything about the digital realm, they think the moment they create a website, floods of traffic will be coming their ways, and that COULD NOT be farther from the truth! but I’ll now sit back and relax and watch him regret his decisions, I don’t wish him failure, not at all! but he’ll surely be average, as that kind of mentality can never achieve greatness.

What lesson did that human teach me?- He taught me that you can be the most talented person alive and yet the dumbest, and that sometimes we get sooo in our heads of how great we are that we become blind to all of our shortcomings. Humble yourself.

Don’t get me wrong, being confident and realizing your value and worth is crucial! and I actually saw that! because I didn’t accept to pay him for my tattoo anything less than what he’s worth, even though initially he told me it will take around 3–4 hours but it took 7, and technically i’d have paid for only 4 hours as that was the agreement, but I didn’t accept that, I said I’ll pay for the 7 and he was like…are you sure you want to do that?

haha! well yes! because I appreciate true talent, and people should be paid what they are worth! I don’t accept to be paid peanuts when I do consultancy work, so why would it be okay for me to go to such a talented person and pay them lower than what they deserve? so I did see his value, and I do believe he’s very talented, but that doesn’t change the fact that he’ll not be going anywhere, and he’ll be for at least the upcoming 5 years sitting exactly where he is now, in that studio, in that run down building, exchanging his limited time for money….sucks to be you bro :)

The Identity-less Escort

Wow! I’d have never thought I’d meet an escort and write about it! and before your jaw drops to the floor and think where on earth am I hanging around to meet an escort, bruv! I wish I was where you think I’d be…as that surely would be more fun (and more lucrative) than the grandma lifestyle that I’m leading.

Anyways even though no one in my realm would be able to identify who that woman is, but just out of respect I will try not to mention anything that would expose her identity or give any clue to who she is, so I’ll leave out any locations or anything specific.

So again, my path crosses the path of this lady by pure chance, but the same thing happened this lady’s energy is overpowering, oh I forgot to mention that I somehow have this thing where I can sense the energies of others around me, like I’m not a psychic (I wish - as that is also very lucrative) but I can sense if the person is good, bad, erratic, calm. I can sense just that, so that lady which obviously when I met her it was in a very normal PG friendly setting, nothing that would ever give me any idea of what life she was leading before, but she had an overpowering kindness energy! like it’s not the type that I meet everyday, so I was intrigued!

because nothing about her physical appearance or the character she portrays that would give that vibe, so I was really curious to know…what on earth she does in her life that gives her such an energy!

I found her on the gram, she seemed rich…very rich! but also mysterious, like you know those accounts of the rich people that portrays only one aspect of their life and nothing else? yeah thats the one! anyways I reach out and again I don’t have here the flexibility to mention anything out of respect to her privacy so I’ll spare you the details, but we got talking and I couldn’t identify how on earth that woman have such an overpowering kindness energy, like nothing in what she says or her life (at least the life that she portrays) is making sense, because she works in a company, yet she have a very lavish life! like that is not a life of an employee let me tell you that!

No employee ever can afford such bags! and when I say bag, no no here we are not talking about cheap Ol’ LV and Prada and these low priced brands (lol -_-) no we are talking the ones that cost $35k-$50k, like unless you are a Kardashian or an A-list star, this doesn’t make any sense! and she did make the mistake of saying that she works so hard and one week she pulled in 60 hours of work because “Those X bags don’t pay for themselves” hmmmm…she digged herself her own grave! because prior to that I just thought she’d have a husband/boy friend/sugar daddy who’s a tech mogul, or something of that sort and he’s the one providing for that lavish life…but to say that she’s paying herself for that…this is where I was like…okayyy something is definitely off!

Also she’d intentionally drop some things in the convo to show that “she’s rich” and probably she doesn’t know, I don’t blame her..because who’d guess looking at little peasant me, but she doesn’t know that back home I come from the elite society (but as I explained in a previous story about my life that the “elite” where I come from doesn’t mean wealth, as the elite families are the old money but the money was taken away from them) and while I absolutely loath it, but i grew up surrounded by people who had money! maybe not the level of money that would have $50k bags (well it was Syria after all) but I know how the rich people act, and I know the difference between real rich people and those wanna-be.

So let me teach you, those who are actually wealthy, they don’t need to mention they are wealthy, they don’t need to name drop, they basically don’t need your validation of their wealth and status, and their fashion rarely display a name of a brand in A BIG IN YOUR FACE WAY. And they definitely don’t feel the need to post on socials to show their bags and shoes to impress you.

Those who are wanna-be’s would make sure to drop name, would make sure to wear clothes where the brand is visibly showing to ensure that you’d identify that they are wearing a brand from 5 km away.

So maybe for her, she thinks acting like that is actually impressive for those around, and maybe it actually is for other wannabe’s, but woman…I know that life too well and I absolutely hate it and run away from it! like none and I repeat NONE of my friends or my extended circle is like that and I avoid such people like the plague.

So she exposed herself by saying that she works to afford those bags — no you don’t habibti…well you definitely work, but not that kind of work :)

and two! she doesn’t come from money, this all, is a lifestyle that is new to her, maybe a maximum of few years so she’s “nouveau riche”.

Anyways I didn’t give her much thought, as I don’t care that much and again I don’t know if she’s in a relationship or not so in my head it’s definitely the partner providing for that life.

Then one day, I do my usual Instagram storytelling/rants sessions and I make a joke about OnlyFans, not something about OnlyFans itself but mentioning a woman who joked about it in an environment who is not suitable for that and things like that.

And my mysterious frriend went into “No Contact” mode, and I swear I have no clue how I linked the dots but I got the same intuition that I usually get about something and I said to myself….it must be the OnlyFans comment, something about it rubbed her the wrong way (even though that Instagram story of mine had absolutelyyy nothing at all related to her, not the time, not the place, NOTHING AT ALL)

But my intuition got the best of me…and I go full on Nerd mode, now let me confess that I’m not only a nerd but I have CIA level stalking and digging up data skills! Like proper I can reach your ancestors kind of thing.

So I go collect all of her online bread crumbs and I use my “tools” and oh my goodness what I found! so “my mysterious friend” the woman in question she either had another name when she was doing “work” or there’s a way to erase all sort of your digital history, I don’t know how those ladies deal with their pasts if they wan’t to let it become history, but she’s smart! I’d give her that! because in the tools I used you can opt out to erase the photo identification of your face! and when I tried to run any of her pictures…nothing shows up! but you know what’s weird, that all of her images that properly showed her face they were altered so much! like AI or airbrushed alot! it’s just not normal!

But what exposed her is….unfortunately her circle! the two people that they comment to each other on the gram are….either still active or ex-OnlyFans Models :) one has a private account but she didn’t opt out of face detection so I got her! and the second one there’s no shame in the game, that woman is out and proud, like literally all of her pictures says exactly what she does for a living, and lets give her the name “Christina”.

So Christina who is not the main character of this story, but it’s an interesting addition, so Chris used to be a prostitute, she literally had a profile that mentions her hourly rate, and she was actually cheap! like 150 pounds per hour kind of cheap.

Nowadays Christina, lives a life in Dubai that of the likes of what you see on TV, Dubai Bling kind of rich! fanciest of cars, the fanciest of mansions, the most luxurious suites in hotels, and in her old stories, who does she show in those places, the one and only “my mysterious friend” the heroin of this story :)

Now back to the main woman, it actually broke my heart that information, why did it break my heart you may ask? well because there’s not enough bags, cars or wealth that would heal that woman and make her feel her true worth, and to be honest it’s so clear that she’s cleaning up her act! like she does actually now work hard in that corporate place, she fixed and cleaned up all of her online persona and probably her circle and got rid of all evidence of her past life.

**What lesson did that human teach me?- **She didn’t teach me something I didn’t already know but she confirmed my belief that those who waste money on such nonsense are crying for help! they are seeking validation and acceptance so hard that they hide all of their insecurities and fears behind that top to bottom “rich” looking facade.

• I’ve learned and now I have enough evidence to support this, that every person that I met who did something to an extreme level, was actually running away from something, working 60 hours and eating breathing sleeping at work even on weekends is not a hustle, its escapism.

Living in the gym and working out twice per day and every day which kills any time to have a life is also nothing to be celebrated (unless you’re a professional athlete and thats what you got to do as a job) else this is also escapism, and no matter how much you run and escape, the day will come and you’d have to face reality and wether it happens now or in years, but it’ll happen and it won’t be easy, but the only way out is through :)

To the lady in question, I doubt you read my stories but if hypothetically you do, I want to tell you, there is something inside of you that is so valuable that money can’t buy! that overpowering kind energy is not something you can buy with money, initially I didn’t know what you were running away from, but now I know…and I understand! but you’re wasting your energy in the absolute wrong direction, don’t channel that energy to the outside, channel it to the inside, give yourself the validation that you seek, give yourself the love that you seek, you are a beautiful human inside-out and everyone around you sees it, but you :)

And I’m sorry about my OnlyFans comment, it’s not a lifestyle that I’d personally choose, but I can understand why others would choose it, god knows what childhood, what abuse or circumstances a human faces that would make them choose to walk down that path, I don’t judge people who do that, I actually absolutely empathize with those who choose that path.

The Larger than Life CEO

Okay before we start this story, lets just all take a moment and agree that in some aspects in my life, I’m just dumb and inexperienced:) okay? so before you read and say Lin is dumb…no I’m telling you, I’m dumb! so read with that knowledge in mind.

So, my path again crosses path with the greatest of them all CEO, I have never met (in person) someone like him, and that’s exactly his strategy by the way and thats the only thing that works for him! is that silicon valley tech CEO vibe which we don’t normally come across in the Arab world, like it’s rare to find a CEO who doesn’t wear a suit and a tie (which I find dumb but a “proper CEO” friend explained to me why its not dumb, it’s actually crucial and I’m the one who’s dumb — but we established that anyways 2 mins ago)

So anyways I was fascinated with his style! with that lifestyle of cool CEO which I didn’t see before! and that exactly spoke to me as a person! because I always knew that I have the capacity to be a leader, but whenever I look around me at the leadership figures, they are nothing that I aspire to be.

But he was! well lets be clear here, I’m only talking about his style which is something very superficial but hey I like that! someone who I thought secure enough to have his own style and not follow the normal standards.

Anyways I got to know him, I liked his vibe..I was intrigued! and by now you should say oh no!! not the intrigued thing again (yup folks! it always ends up in a disaster) I basically was always searching for a mentor and silly me thought that THIS IS IT! that’s what I’m looking for….
ooooo Boi how wrong I was.

I’ll omit out all the details here because…he’s not worth it and I’ll just share the top level to reach the lesson.

I was too blind to notice, how everyone in the office had an issue or a complaint in some sort and that this glorious CEO never actually cared! he was too focused on making sales! more and more sales and that’s it! all the cries for help, all the lack of structure, lack of everything really…didn’t matter to him, as long as on paper we look cool! then we’re cool!

But unfortunately or actually maybe fortunately! my time at that place ended shortly and un-expectedly I literally got fired from that job after working exactly around 45 days (this includes holidays and weekends).

The way that I was fired, I’ll never forget it! not that because I was fired, no no thats fine, it happens…at the end of the day the corporate game is a game that we all play with the odds are mostly never in our favor, so yes I definitely wasn’t expected someone with my knowledge, skills and talent to be fired but I didn’t take it personal, like I didn’t associate my value to their decision, however it’s the way that I got fired is what I’ll never forget.

They dragged me out, I was literally escorted out! they humiliated me when there was never any need to do that, like I was never a threat and come on, look at my size? like you can slap me and I’ll probably go into a coma! but the way that they they did it, it was just a villain way to break down the person who’s getting fired for absolutely no reason!

but…come on habibis! do you actually think someone who’s as stubborn, and as crazy as I am, would actually accept defeat? HELL TO THE NO!

I don’t want to say what I did to them, but let me tell you for a month and a half after I was fired, there was probably not one person in the global HR team, in the global Legal team who didn’t hear of me, for a month and a half I became their worst nightmare! and I’m sure there’s a lady who cried herself to sleep more than once because of my emails, and I’m not proud about that, but they left me no option.

Hell broke loose on everyone involved and not involved, and the outcome…I won :) and ofcourse I’d win! I won because I was right and I was fighting for my rights! I wasn’t fighting for anything else, I literally told them “god haven’t created a human yet who would get to treat me in such a way” and I meant every word and they saw first hand what I mean :)

**Outcome: **That glorious CEO took me out to apologize to me in person (he didn’t have the balls to look me in the eye though while apologizing), and second I got the gazillionair founder of the company (this is a huge international organization btw) who I didn’t even know how he looks like until I emailed him, I got him to apologize to me in an email :)

Now lets take a trip back to the CEO as he’s the “hero” of this story.
Why I keep on describing him as glorious in a sarcastic way, well because hell broke loose because of him! and yet he didn’t even take ownership! he blamed it on everyone else but him (and naively I actually believed him) but upon reflection and replaying everything that happened, I saw exactly what happened….everything that went wrong was because of him, because of how incompetent he is to run an organization, he literally lacks any kind of emotional intelligence or any proper management/leadership skills!

All of those muscles but he actually is too weak to even confront the most junior employee.

That man is just a talking puppet! he knows how to sell, he knows how to look like the “cool CEO” he knows how to sell empty words in what is now becoming a repetitive and useless Linkedin posts, and he was one of the biggest disappointments that I’ve faced.

I genuinely had high hopes for him, I genuinely hoped he’d be the brother that I never had, the mentor that I wished I’d cross path with, only to end up seeing the truth that he’s just a puppet! and there’s not enough cool sneakers collection in the world to cover up those insecurities :)

Turns out not only I have more hair on my head than him, but also more balls :) as I managed to make waaay more impact operational wise in 45 days than he ever did in those 3 years he was working as a CEO.

What lesson did that human teach me?- He taught me to not idolize any other human, no matter who they are and how glorious they look on paper, at the end of day we are all humans and we are all equal and he’s nothing more outstanding than the boring CEOs that I’ve met before him, they were actually more effective in their role.

• He made me realise that while yes I’d love to work in a place which is fun and casual and this and that, but the reality is, working in a boring and professional environment is waaaay better and if its a choice then now I’d choose proper boring corporate with strict rules, as there’s boundaries for everyone (including me and I surely need alot), and it’ll be a place where managers won’t be evaluated based on their cool looks and not about the loudest mouths in the room, it’s actually about the actions taken and their true managerial and leadership skills.

-I’ve already mentioned fake healers on social media and how they do more harm than heal and that you should be cautious, well same thing applies to the “leaders/influencers” their words is nothing but bullshit, and nothing about it relates to real life, because in real life we are all going to work just because we need the money, and that we all drag ourselves out of bed most of the days, and we all hate Mondays and get the work dread on Sunday evening, and no matter if your leader wears sneakers, boots or slippers, when the decision of your firing comes, and he’s the one that should’ve had the balls to stop it because he’d know the insane value you bring to the table, those sneakers and slippers won’t help you! it’s his leadership skills that should help you…and in the absense of that, you get dragged out like me :)

My friend, I know you are too nosy and your ego is too big that I know you’d be following my stories constantly, you’re following my stories not because you like them, but you are too curious to see if I actually manage to achieve all of those big claims that I made to your face!

Well let me make those claim here out in the public too:1) I will become a billionaire.2) That salary that you paid me to come to your office, I will be making it passively while I sleep in a very short time from now.3) Your little minions who got me fired, will one day say “we used to work with her” to brag, as that would be one of their biggest achievement of their pathetic below mediocre lives.

Ever since I left and he moved his mission from achieved X millions, to looking for exceptional talent, lol 😂 Bro! good luck 😂 because even the world best talents, with such leadership they’d fail…so yeah please do us all a favor and stop looking outwards and start looking inwards :)

Now to wrap up, these are only four out of sooo many humans that were lessons that changed the trajectory of my life, and to be honest the ones that impacted me the most, I cannot mention them due to the sensitivity of the situation or closeness to me, so unfortunately I only have the capacity at the moment to speak about the lessons learned through people that don’t matter to me at all, and all of the ones above are no longer part of my life, except the third one, but she was never really part of my life anyways, she’s just a brief encounter that made me reflect on the state of humanity that we reached.

**A message to god: **dear god, don’t you think I had enough lessons for the year? I’m only 31 and I don’t think I need to finish the entire syllabus this year no? so let’s now chill, for the upcoming 3 months I’d kindly ask you to bless me with only people who are healed or on their healing journey on their own, who will bring joy to my life and who we will make together beautiful memories. Amen 🙏