Who Will Be My Life Partner (The Deal Breaker)

Okay, I’ve already wrote before about relationships from my own perspective in my broken vase article, and within it I did specfiy a list of mandatory things I need in a partner for the relationship to succeed.

However upon reflection and because I grow and change on a daily basis I’m not a tree nor am I static, then I realised there’s something which is way more important for me, and that maybe some of those mentioned in my old article, maybe I can overlook it and accept a partner that doesn’t have one or two.

BUT! during this recent war shenanigans, even the Gaza one and the exposed Epstein files and everything diabolical that is surrounding us.

I got to know myself even better as a human, I got to know really what matters for me and where I choose to stand, and it became clearer than ever, that I will be fighting! I will be on the side of the very few who choose to fight.

Not because we are fearless no no, we are all humans and we all have things to lose, but because we feel the fear and we do it anyways.

And it will be so clear over the years what I’ll be doing, and how I will be fighting as I won’t be fighting with tweets and shit, everyone can do that, everyone already does that! the keyboard warriors and even now all the AI bots, so you can take your anger in those tweets and shove it up your ass, it means shit!

My fighting will be very unique to who am I, what do I stand for and what gifts god has gifted me…and it will be very clear without me even going on Media to boast about how great I am and what impact I’m making.

It will happen when nobody is watching, it will happen without propagandas and PRs because those who do, are the ones that do for the praise and to create a specific image and fake legacy….I don’t want none of that, literally zero! everything that I will do, will actually change lives and not just change lives for 5 minutes infront of cameras and then once you switch the cameras off, alright folks thats it for the day! let me go back to my demonic shenanigans, ugh….I shiver in disgust.

Anyways, this article isn’t about my mission, my mission I already spoke about briefly and it will be clear with actions not with words.

This article is about my life partner, you see it became clearer than ever to me that I geniunely don’t give a fuck if I spend the rest of my life alone, matter of fact seen where I’m heading, then that would be way easier! it’s easier to not have someone to worry about, someone to hold me back, someone that I would be scared if anything happens to them.

Because I am no longer scared of anything happening to me, I’m past that level! do I still have fear? yeah I’m only human! that is a built in reaction, but that will not stop me! I’ll feel the fear and do it anyways! but I will be terrified when it will involve someone who I love.

THEREFOR! it made the pool of compatible partners even more smaller, very very very small, literally now we are talking about the 1%.

the 1% who chose to not bow to evil, the 1% who is choosing to fight to keep their soul over selling it for materialistic shit and power, the ones that their faith are so strong that they know no harm can be done to them unless if it’s god’s plan for them.

I will not want to be with someone who will start fighting along side of me once they meet me, no no no no…that’s fake shit! what were you doing all of those living years! what have you done? tell me? what have you done? why were you so quiet? even on a smaller scale in your family and work, what have you done?

I don’t want the riches, and I don’t want the wealth, I don’t want the fame and I don’t want the power…..I want someone who is walking their own path, while it will be different than mine, but both of us are walking towards the same direction…towards the truth.

Evil will never prevail and The truth will always comes out.

I don’t want someone who will listen to my theories and call me a conspiracy theorist and smirk to how silly or crazy I am, when literally everything EVERYTHING is proven to be so real!!! all the conspiracies are real!!!! they gas light us into thinking we are lunatics, we are crazy, deranged……etc. WE ARE THE ONES SEEKING THE TRUTH.

So its very simple I want someone who is also seeking the truth, who was already seeking the truth, and who will fight no matter what to do god’s work so good can win against evil.

That’s it! I am not compromising, I don’t want to explain myself, I dont want to change, I don’t want to dim my fire, I don’t want someone to enforce their fears on me, I don’t want someone to restrict me.

I want someone who we both empower each other to achieve our life long mission.

I’m done being impressed by crumbs, matter of fact reflecting on my past while I have zero regrets, but it’s so pathetic how did I accept that, how did I accept the version of me that they wanted, the only version of me that they accepted which is not who I am, hence why “us” never lasted, because I can only be something else for a shorter time and then the truth will come to the surface, its not something that I ever tried to hid, but I did sometimes find myself in places where I’m toning down my opinions, I’m chosing not to argue because it’s not worth my energy, and to actually avoid taking a specific action because it will not be convenient for my partner.

Yeah fuck that! I don’t want it! I’m so fulfilled on my own, I don’t need a petty partner to come fill any gaps, what gaps? my life partner will come so we can both add to each other, but not to fill something missing.

I don’t even want to fill anything for anyone, that’s where people go wrong, they search for “the OTHER HALF” bitch you are already complete! your other half is missing inside of you, not in another physical human.

So I am not missing anything to complete it, I just think that this human experience would be ten times better if lived and shared with someone who is worthy of being a partner in life.

But That above, is the only life partner I’ll accept. PERIOD.

*Funny that after I published this, I saw that it’s article number “69”

I mean! it’s all universe messages at this point, what more fitting number for a life partner’s article than this 🤷‍♀