I’mma Peace Out!

It’s been an eventful day, been out since the early morning.

And for over maybe 10 days now my life has been in constant motion, an infinite checklist of tasks that need to be done, and even when I rest I don’t feel like I’m resting.

Still finalizing so many things from my life back in Dubai which I didn’t get the time to sort out before I left, so I’m now stuck in constant back and forth with dad with companies to sort out everything and it’s draining me out.

And today’s session with the Buddhist Nun it felt heavy, not heavy in a bad way, but heavy because it made me think about things that I didn’t want to think about (which I didn’t talk about in my previous article nor do I want to) but I just felt like, alot is on my mind and it triggered so many emotions that I didn’t want to deal with today.

And after a loooong day of running errands right and left, came back showered and crashed into bed and my emotions started flooding, I realised that my body was picking up the signals but my mind was too occupied that I didn’t realise…I didn’t realise that I am actually very tired both physically and mentally due to the overload of life events that got squished into a tiny window of time.

So! I’m starting my break earlier, my checkin to the Monastery won’t be till Monday afternoon, but I’ll start reducing the load on my system from today, so I won’t be writing anymore until after I finish my Monastery week.

I don’t even feel like scrolling or working…I just want to take a break and focus on my feelings.

So that’s it, I hope after the week of no connectivity, I’d come out and Trump didn’t nuke the world.

Until then…I’ll leave you to miss me 😉

Peace out ❤️