The Deserted Land of A Players

If you’ve been keeping up with what controversies I’m causing on Linkedin, and you are either Agent47’s hater or lover (the rare ones😂) then you should read this.

So, two years ago I landed a job to work at the office of Agent47 but not really part of his team, and I didn’t even last a month before being sacked…(in a place that lacked culture…they couldn’t handle all the culture that I brought).

Anyways, the first thing that fascinated me about baldy, is the fact that he’s half Syrian and he’s a CEO of a successful company, you see! The odds of us Syrians to make it to such positions are honestly…very rare!

So when I see someone who made it! It WOW’s me! However, that was just me being stupid and naive! Because I doubt Baldy has ever stepped foot in Syria, knows our struggles or even get the same blessed treatment as the rest of us.

Why would he? He holds a German passport, educated in Europe, and he’s as white as it gets!

So why on earth would I not see all of those things and just be wowed that he’s syrian and made it? I don’t know fam, didn’t I just say i’m dumb and naive? So don’t ask me such questions.

But also he looked so cool not gonna lie, god bless not saying that in any way wrong! I mean i probably like his wife more than him, so sister please take the husband compliments in the most halal way.

as I pray I don’t end up with a bald guy (but hey maybe his 6 figures salary compensate for the lack of hair…or maybe the whiteness of that bald head serves also as a torch incase of electricity blackouts, so its actually useful!)

Anyways, he looked cool! Mostly his sneakers collection! And he just felt different….I was always disgusted by CEOs who just wear suit and tie and speak jargon that only them and Thesaurus dictionary understand.

And even though I wasn’t working with his team, actually! I wasnt even working with anyone in the Dubai office as I was hired by the useless London team and was suppose to work with them, but physically I can sit my bum in that fancy Dubai office.

Because I liked him, I wanted to help his mission because I can see that he’s growing this business, just got this office few months ago, he have big dreams, and guess what….I’m an A player! I don’t even know how to be mediocre even if I try!

So even though my useless manager who is “THE GLOBAL HEAD” and I’m just a manager, have advised the most horrible technical setup for the middle east website launch (the one that i was hired to manage), and they were taking it live literally scheduled a week or so after I joined, so it was already done before I joined, so technically! None my beees wax!

For me, the useless head gave me my “expectations for the next 6 months” doc and I looked at it and I was in disbelief…did I hit a jackpot or what? Wait a minute! You are paying me 30k a month! To sit in an office with the best view in the land, to have barista get me coffee to my desk…and you want me to do only this?

This!!!!

Like what she wants from me in 6 months! I can finish in a week!!!!! WOW! MAMAAAA I MADE ITTTTTT!!!

But truth is…what did I say above? I don’t know how to he mediocre even if I try, so I just couldnt! I saw the disasterous tech setup and raised the issue to the team, the global head ignored me, first time, second time…I decided to take matters into my own hands, so I went to baldy and presented him the issue and the fix.

Baldy gets upset with the useless London team but doesn’t he always? Like thats whats wrong with big corporations people spend 7 hours out of the 8 working hours nagging and complaining about how incompetent other departments are, instead of actually solving the issues!

Anyways…big bro got it sorted.

What happened here is? The global head saw the threat! And she was useless anyways, so…she didnt say it! She was nice about it….but I can see the panic! But anyways thats not why i got fired.

But also I was happy! After a year of depression and midlife crisis that made me throw it all and move to Bali, only to find hell in Bali and not paradise and coming back to nothing!

I was happy I found stability again! This looked like a place that I can stay in for years! While I build my dreams on the side.

Plot twist…I didn’t stay for years, and my dreams got crushed before they even saw any light as financially I got beyond fucked to even manage to pay rent, let alone support my hustles.

Did you see how I started this blog saying that what impressed me most about the big boss was rhe fact that he was half Syrian? So! In that office i found also a group of Syrians! I never saw that many syrians in a company! I was sooo happy! No I was ecstatic! Like what!!!!

They are definitely the type that we would finish work go smoke shisha and crack jokes that only us syrian people understand, and I was actually even more ecstatic to see them in such a company!

Because seeing how I was paid 30k for a manager role, when that would be the salary of head outside (but btw i was already making 29k before it so its not a big difference to me personally im just saying as market standards the salaries were great!)

So i knew the syrian peeps would be paid well, the office is nice, they have space to grow and to innovate so I was actually veryy happy for them and I wanted to be their friend. I tried once, i tried twice, i tried three times.

But the lack of interest in any interaction with me was very obvious, i didn’t take it personally I already had made alot of other friends in that office from week one, honestly! Making friends is the easiest thing to me no matter where you throw me!

Hello! If you are on my gram you’d see the friendships i built with village aunties in Nepal, and they don’t even speak english!!!! Yet we still send each other videos and voice notes hahahah!

So its so easy to hit it off with humans i work with, I don’t need them to be my bestest friends in the land, but if I’m spending 8 hours in the same space with them, then I want to have fun!

Because lets be real! How many of you can actually focus and do work for 8 full hours? No body! Absolutely nobody! So instead of “fake work” which drains my soul, I like to have fun!

So i was cracking jokes, laughing, having fun (as i already finished my work! I actually finished my work for 6 months so…..i got alot of free time).

And while I was just being myself, with zero intentions to bother anyone, or to trigger the insecurities of anyone, as to be honest why would I care? Like WHY THE FUCK would I care?

Like if someone makes 5x my salary or is the most successful person in the office, how does that concern me? I accepted this salary that I got and I was happy with it! And when I want more, I’d do more and go hit the management with hey I got you X ROI give me more, easy! So i never look at teammates as a threat!

Actually in the agency where I worked for 7 years, it was my role to educate the team and to help them make their life easier, and I was the one who kept on doing that role unofficially for years until in the end I asked for it to be my fulltime thing.

So for me, I enjoy educating others! Helping them, teaching them the cool tricks that I know.

On the day that I was fired, I actually did a session for this asian girl maybe she was chinese from another office visiting dubai, she said her boss is asking her to do SEO in chinese, I told her…Gotchu fam! And I taught her what she needs to know to at least cover content optimization and onpage optimization.

Why would I do that? Why would this girl who i met a day before to the extent that I don’t even remember her name now, matter to me to spend 2 hours of my life (free time🤣) to teach her?

She doesn’t matter! But I’m passionate about what I do! I enjoy being busy the entire day and reaching bed knocked out! Over sitting for those 6 months staring at my screen “fake working”.

The day that I was fired, I sent Agent47 a video on slack of me turning on the office lights at 5 am, telling him that I beat him to it!

Does he matter? No he doesn’t! I don’t kiss ass in general in life, and I don’t give a damn if he’s the CEO or the president of the united states!

I liked him as a guy (halal friendly) and I see him as an equal! So i loved joking with him!

Actually! The jokes that bothered the insecure bitches other than (one massive one, and I say massive because it was literally a GODZILLA🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 IYKYK)

But the rest it was directly hitting Baldy! I liked messing with his ego since day one! It brings me joy.

So what happened….the syrians who didn’t like me, realized that they are now exposed! That actually!! When they thought they can trick big boss to look at them and see how hard working and great they are (they’re not! Mediocre as fuck it bring tears to my eyes).

Someone else who is also syrian, not half anything, no other passport, no fancy education nothing! Came in and literally they fell into the shadows since day one!

But why is it my fault:

1. If I’m fluent in English and you’re not, then why is that my problem? You basic fucks were locking yourselves in your pathetic office where you are all family and friends and just talking in arabic 24/7, so how would you learn? How would you be comfortable to crack jokes like me, if you don’t even bother learn how to speak more than very basic:

Hi, how are you, my name is X.

What are you 5?

Like you make enough money to sign up for english conversation classes, so its not my problem if you are basic fucks.

2. Why is it my problem that you are sooo insecure about how you look that you have literally injected a gallon of silicon in your face and I didn’t is an issue for you?

I didn’t do it because I’m already too hot! So add to that silicon! I’d literally turn into flames 🔥 🔥 hahahaha!

Best part about this, is that they are so dumb that even reading the jokes here, they won’t get it!

But really if you are soo insecure even tho you are skinny AF like literally your width is the width of my thigh, and you have all the silicon and whatnot in the world, why do I make you feel insecure if I’m just comfortable and happy with what god has given me naturally!

No and the funniest part is one of the bitches get called “The Angelina Jolie of the office” and I think if Angelina Jolie ever gets free from her humanitarian work and hears this, I think she would be crying herself to sleep for how cruel the world is for such fake bitches to be said they look like her 😭

IT’S NOT MY PROBLEM!

lastly the CHIEF STRATEGIST, when god was distributing egos, the bag of egos fell and spilled way more than required in the creation recipe of that man!

Honestly, such syrian guys, I’d avoid like the plague ever since i was in syria! Like i honestly get disgusted by the likes of him and he is soooo common! Soooo common! We have alot of him! Those who are empty on the inside, lacks substance! Manage to find some money so they start buying basic branded clothes, and they think they are the gods of the land.

So his ego couldn’t fathom! Wait a minute…who’s this girl that just came yesterday and she’s cracking jokes with baldy! Noooo!!! He’s MY BALDY!! MINE!!!!!!!!

And he ran out of the office crying while his mascara tears streamed on his face 😂😂

I joke…but it may have happened, i didn’t see it😂 because I leave office by 4 (early) and he works over time being useless…so his tears may have streamed by 12 am or smth.

So i triggered all of his demons within! Wait a minute! Why did Baldy stopped joking with me and he’s now joking with this girl! Who is this girl!

And whats sad is, that baldy has such a dad jokes sense of humor that honestly i’d be better off without it! Like please spare me the misery of having to fake laugh because you pay my salary.

So like chief please take baldy and lock him up in your pathetic office with your friends and family and joke as much as you want, because you guys work 24/7 and over weekends and before working hours and after working hours to produce content once a month that reaches 0.01%…so it requires ALOT OF WORK! SO LOCK THE FUCK IN FAM!

There’s not enough hours in the day to be enough for all of your innovations! Honestly…wow!

Moving on, i gathered so much haters (and i didnt even speak about the HR but those two ladies are so disgusting that i’d rather not have their negative energies on my article) so, many haters were formed! Waayyy too many than one individual can gather in a year, i got them in a week:)

They were graciously patient and tolerant of me to make me stay for ONE FULL MONTH! Probably the toughest and most stressful month in their lives, and they kicked me out!

No no, not figuratively! Literally dragged me out side the office escorted :)

Because of what? My jokes? My coolness? My genius at work that without it now the middle east website wouldn’t be getting localized organic traffic? Why would someone like me get escorted out? And why did Baldy who is oh sooo almighty and powerful, couldn’t stop that from happening!

And this is where reality hit me…well it took me few months of heart break for me to see reality and thats where the image of the man that I saw and wanted to be like him, got shattered.

I saw how those impressive linkedin posts if you keep on actually reading and have an analytical brain like mine who links stuff together, you’d realise that nothing makes sense! He doesn’t even know what he’s talking about! Because what he writes about is not what he actually lives! He copies! He doesn’t use AI but he copies others ideologies!

And if you keep on reading…you’d see it! One day its 5 days from the office, the other day creativity doesn’t happen between four walls, the other day i’ll try take friday remote…..hmmmm frustration.

That man…who i thought the world of.

I ran to him the moment they told me “fired” I thought there’s no way he knew! He didn’t stop it! He didn’t fight for me! Because I am so damn sure that he can see that I’m an A player! Just like him! A true hustler! How could he!

He looked me in the eye, playing with a pen in his mouth, and said:

“This is fintech”

So he stood there, cold as fuck! Knowing damn well who i am and what i’m capable of doing for his business…and he says:

“This is fintech”

My world was shattering as I know it, my mom and dad and all those in aleppo who rely on my salary, the car that i just booked as i thought id be stable here, my home that i just spent 40k redecorating because I’m back to dubai now to be “stable” for years in this company, my own personal freelancer visa that i just cancelled because of them! And in less than a month….

“This is fintech”

You see i don’t care about the basic bitches that got me fired, honestly if i was to do so! It would be like Messi being bothered by street kids who play football in the hood. Thats literally how it feels like, so they would never even measure to be in a place of competition with me.

But him….he’s an A player.

For the world when they would look to me and him, no body would see that we both play in the same league, even him! He is too blind to his truth and his ego is way too inflated to see! How we are both an A player hustlers.

I wanted him to be my partner, and when the world sees what “Omntra” is in a year or two, and the billions I will be making, I wanted him to be my partner, because he have the consistency and i didn’t, but I have a fire! A real fire that i haven’t seen around me not even in him.

When i started writing on Medium i was shocked it was maybe a week after I was fired. I messaged him first! Like yo bro! Look! Wtf! I can write! You wanted your team to write silly linkedin posts!

I CAN ACTUALLY FUCKING WRITE!

And look where we are now! 2 years later and maybe 50 articles written (knowing that 2025 for 10 months of that year i deactivated my medium because i got a job at a shitty corporate and i didn’t want them to know my story or who i am) i have written 50 articles! Stories which I know that those who read them, some of them are soo powerful that it actually changes minds, perspectives, makes you feel something! Compassion! Hope!

Whatever the story is, and whatever it makes you feel…it makes a difference.

And that’s who I am, I’m a human who makes a difference in everything that I touch.

And Omntra will be changing lives, not only making Billions…and he was my first choice for a partner.

But I’m so thankful that I saw the reality, because even in the A players league there are classes, and truth is….I’m way out of his league.

He writes Linkedin jargon, and I write life changing stories.

He have infinite money supply to fund unlimited failed startups, and I make money out of nothing, literally nothing! But my brain!

He have millions and connections to the richest and most powerful to support him, and I was always this one tiny girl who fought against the evil in all of those big corps, and always left with nothing! nothing but exhaustion

and energies wasted to fight for what is right. and all of the connections….burnt! I don’t need them! I don’t even want them! look at my Linkedin history! people die to work at companies so they get their validation by being associated to what? Amazon, Deloitte, Binance…

I burnt it all….10 years of work experience, I invalidated it for myself, because I was the one that made those places, they didn’t make me.

He chases clout because he have waay too many insecurities, and I’ve worked so damn hard on my insecurities that I stopped seeking validation, appreciation, acknowledgement.

I stopped chasing…but most importantly (vanity metrics) those damned metrics that this messed up world started associating our values with.

You are worthy if you have X number of followers, you are “loved” if you have X number of likes.

What a messed up world we live in….

We have lost the plot fam!

I wrote over 50 articles and I barely get 100 reads “A month” many of my closest friends told me your stories are too good! They should be heard! Make them short format videos.

And i hear that and my heart wrenches…they want me to reduce all of the suffering i lived, al the traumas, all the happiness, all the learning, all the growth, all the magic! All of “ME”….to a short format content so i can get….validation?

Validation of who exactly? Who are these strangers on the web that id give them the power to validate or invalidate my reality?

How did this become the norm? How did I hear the same feedback from the 3 humans that were the closest to me.

How did we reach here?

So here’s my message to you Baldy, you know exactly what I feel about you, you know exactly that I liked you and I still do but you piss me off and you are not as smart as you claim you are (shush we both know that) and its okay you are still of a higher intellegence, but the fact that you still have all of those mediocre bitches as your “super stars talent” makes me questions any intelligence exists.

I mess with you because I know you are a hustler like me, I don’t care about titles, I don’t care what car you drive (i don’t even know) but if you’re dying to know then mine is a rental nissan sunny (the most hated car in Dubai 😭 and probably the world- but its the cheapest so it’ll do), truth is and we both know it, you’ll never accept the startup challenge not now and not in a million years, because you know you’d lose.

I don’t want you to lose, I wanted both of us to win together, I wanted both of us to build Omntra together….because I don’t give a damn about the billions! What would i do with it!

But you can i don’t know take your rich friends to the amazon jungles and burn a million dollars as a camp fire for an experience or something and then go write a post about it, I burnt a million dollars (literally) here’s 10 things i learnt.

Anyways, you’ll feel more sad when Omntra takes the world by a storm not because of the money made, but because of the positive impact that it’ll leave on humanity.

It was fun playing with you champ, you can take a rest now because this player right here is dropping out of the league.

I can’t be building my dreams if I don’t let go of my anger towards you, towards those basic bitches and towards the company in total.

So here’s my confirmation, that with this article here…I’ve released it all! Maybe the only thing left is some hate towards the silicon bitches and their chief, but because they are disgusting thats all! So i don’t need to like all humans i meet in my life, so they will never be my besties thats for sure.

As for you fam, best of luck! You will learn from me quite alot! The entire world will learn from me quite alot as I never liked winning alone….I want us all to win.

And that exactly what Project Outcast will be about.

Peace out!

I can’t be bothered to even proof read or reread this article before or after I publish it, this is a closure statement and whether its good or shitty…doesn’t matter