The System Makes Zero Sense!

How on earth as a collective did we agree that this current system we live in, is actually very normal? no scratch normal, it is HOW WE SHOULD BE LIVING, and those who try to deviate from the normal path are outcasts, unhinged, lunatics…etc.

I was observing my Niece and Nephew today, how smart they are, they don’t even notice it and I don’t even think that they are of abnormal intelligence, no I actually believe all kids are very smart and the education system and their lifestyle after school and the programming is what dumbs them down.

How is it normal that those mini creatures who are by default are filled with insane energies are supposed to sit their asses down on desks for 8 hours a day? this feel like so unnatural to the way our bodies were built.

And I only this year realised that I only generate energy when I spend energy, because I also am still a huge bundle of energy, super energetic but I never knew because I was programmed, I also was sitting my entire life at school and then work, feeling like this is unnatural and that my soul is suffocating but what else? that’s the system! no matter what career it is, its the same system, a prison but decorated as its a choice.

I only noticed how energetic I am, when I broke out of the system, I wake up every day between 3–5 am, naturally, I let my body decide when its time to wake up, and if some days I’m exhausted and I sleep in, then so be it but its never more than 7 am (at least recently in my non-depressed phase). and then when I was in Nepal in the village, I’d go every day on like a 6 hours hike, and I’d still have soo much energy! and even here in Dubai, I literally do sooooo much in my day that I can’t even believe that I used to sit in an office wasting my life like that…for what? cash! fuck it! what would I do with it!

Listen listen I deviated from the topic, I was talking about the kids, so I’m noticing as well how my Nephew who is 7 is becoming Lazyyy AF! that I want to smack the shit out of him, so lazy even though he’s so talented! he draws well! we went to the arcade and he shocked me with how many hoops in a row he shot at the basketball, and he barely even practice!

but he’s becoming soo lazy because his parents give him the option to be lazy! so he just lay horizontal on that damned Ipad or tv, numbing his brain that ofcourse if I tell him lets go walk the dog, the default answer is I don’t want to! and becuase he’s now older and so annoying everything is becoming an arguement, I can’t be bothered tbh! not my kid, not my problem.

So School definitely programs you to be enslaved to the system, to learn how to obey, you MUST listen to the higher ups, you must sit in silence to not disturb, you must sit! that’s the issue SIT! for majority of your day with few breaks to use your legs.

But what if everyone is like me? you need to spend energy to generate energy? because the days that I don’t start my day and shower and be up and running, I’d be soooo lazyyy and barely leave the sofa, and even if I sleep, id still feel tired, because I didn’t spend any energy! unlike the days where I’m the energizer bunny (normal case) yeah I can honestly operate nonestop from 5 am till 8 am and then I crash, sleep, recharge and start again.

So the first issue is School.

The second issue is work, how the fuck did we agree to this 22 days annual leave, huh? no even in the best case scenario its 30 days.

Can you think about that for a second, we have 356 days, 30 days out of them are days where we are free to go travel and explore, how sad is that? like god created all of those wonders, for us to never get a chance to experience it?

No also the other fucked up thing is the lack of freedom! In my latest shittiest job on the planet earth, I actually took a day off because I wanted to go to see the kids at school they had a dance or something, because you have no idea how many kids I look at there who keep on looking for their mom and dad, not find anyone and then breakdown in tears!! how sadd!! ofcourse mom and dad had to be at work so they can afford such a school for the kids but like how heart breaking it is! the lack of freedom!

Even the most “Flexible” as they label it, they are only flexible when its convenient for them, like yes maaaaybeee once a year you can say you’ll be late for the kids school show, but do you know how many events the kids have? hell its like almost once a month its mad! in Syria we never had any events! or any recreational things hahah tsk tsk tsk.

Now imagine as well companies who go choose the shittiest of locations for their offices for their own whatever brand image and shit, in the most trafficky locations, so you can get stuck for 2 hours each way in traffic, in an optimal scenario an hour each way so thats 2 hours of your day gone on top of those useless 9 hours in the office….for what? no I geniunly ask…for what? like I look at 90% of corporations and I don’t see their added value, and I can automate them all…so honestly…for what are you making your employees more miserable just because you decided you are more productive in the office?

When I drive and its rush hour I look at the faces of those around me in the cars….soooo miserable!! everyone is lost in their own thoughts…absolutely drained! I was one of them not long ago, and for the majority of my adult life I was one of them, so its not like wow I know another way of living, no no that was my life too…but it never felt right!

I have very strong intuition and gut instinct and ever since I sat down in my first job…honestly from the first moment I felt oh shiiiiit I enrolled into prison for the rest of my life.

And we became soo reliant in an absurd way! look at goverments now panicking due to the petrol crisis, like why the fuck is Australia’s food shelves are absolutely wiped out clean from the first 3 days of the Iran war? why do they rely on imports that much in a land like Australia where I’m pretty sure they can at least plant the bare minimum if not everything!

Why is East-Asian countries forcing now work from home to save petrol as they are in crisis mode, something doesn’t add up guys.

If I knew my country rely entirely on petrol, wouldn’t I build it in a way that all the streets will be bicycle friendly, and I’d have an electric Monorail (in Kuala Lumpur it was called Monorail when I lived there, not sure what’s called in other countries) but its like an above ground metro. and Electric buses and whatnot.

And then I’d invest as much as I can in solar power so I can ensure I’ll not have an electricity crisis as the sun is free for all, no?

How amazing it would be, if every apartment there was space already factored in by default for planting at least basic needs, potatoes, tomatoes, cucumbers, herbs…all of those are easy to plant, it can be also done on roofs as communal thing.

Also we have now the Desalination plants crisis on our hands, how come they didn’t think of it? how can people in power who have gazillion millions, have a system so fragile? why not have systems in every building to filter it, costs more..yes surely, but in case of disasters you won’t be wiped out entirely from the map, you’d survive.

So initially I used to think how reliant we are on the system, our water, our electricity, our food..etc. until this recent war where for the first time ever I see how fragile entire countries are! first world countries! what the actual fuck! so you mean to tell me, we are all living on a prayer? that inshallah no one dares to cut a straight? this is beyond madness, nothing makes sense, I swear it’s making me lose my sanity (that is, if I had any 🤷‍♀) its just so absurd! also its so absurd how I’m starting to notice how the majority of the population are NPCs, zero ability to think for themselves, to form opinions, to fight for what matters, nothing….zero…
Just exist — make money-spend money-die

And make sure to obey at all of those stages, to not get any headaches, to not raise alarms, or to turn eyes into your direction…no no can’t risk that! just put your head down, don’t make noise and slave.

Wallah nothing makes sense, even this article doesn’t make sense as I don’t have one train of thoughts, its jumbled, I’m just saying nonesene I guess…

It’s all very very odd! somehow everything going around is making this more look like a Simulation, and what a fucked up simulation that is.

Yeah that’s it I guess 🤷‍♀

Peace out!