You Say It Best…When You Say Nothing At All!

I literally have a hundred and billion things to write about, so many ideas, opinions and thought provoking things that are dying to go out of my brain.

But I don’t even feel like it, even though writing makes me feel better, I actually feel way better by the time I hit publish than when I start to write the first word.

But for the last few days, I just don’t feel like it!

The only feeling which is predomanently taking over my brain is….Disgust.

Not anger, not fear, not desperation…nothing (I felt zero fear or desperation, I geniunely don’t give a fuck about whats going on the outside as it’s a theatre show, and this time I watched for like 5 mins and then got bored).

There are billions of people watching this show, I’m not one of them.

So I feel disgust by the state of the world, the opinions of people, the stupidity of the majority who fight so hard for not to use their own god given brains, and yet their mouths are the fastest to run, I feel disgust from the behaviours of some who are close, who are not so close, and those who are distant.

I just feel disgust that’s it.

And when I get disgusted….I isolate.

All of this noise outside and to be honest even the one inside….I’m saying Shush! what’s outside is not within my control and whats inside, now is not the right time to analyze it, as it’s biased, emotional and not true.

So for as long as I need to, I’ll keep on feeling disgusted until that feeling gets neurtralized, and then it becomes a “meh”.

Till then, I’’ll be doing what I’ve already been doing, putting my head down and focusing on what matters, nothing more and nothing less.

And if you’re wondering, what is it “that matters”?

This time, I’m changing tactics, this time….I’ll leave it as a surprise :)

Before you peace out, let’s listen to some colonizers music together:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IobNcpiwpSc

Peace out!