Umm sorry! It’s an “Energies Mismatch”

Yooo! Your gal actually said that for someone recently and it was for a work related thing, can you imagine!

And while you may think it’s because I’m in an ashram at the moment but the truth is, I barely finished a day here, half of it was in the toilet due to unfortunate circumstances and weird food choices 😂 so the “Ashram” effect has not yet took place.

But my entire adult life (not sure if at an younger age too but I wasn’t aware) I always found myself sensitive to other’s energies, like probably that’s why I hate places like the mall or a club, or busy bar! It’s just too much it overwhelms me, i cannot feel comfortable in a place where I’m shoved in with so many people like sardines and its an indoor thingie….drives me mad!

But I also noticed that I can sense the energy of someone and it would tell me something about them even when everyone else around me says the opposite.

For example last year, I worked at a place for a short time, in that place there was this girl who is so sweet and funny and good at her work but her energy! OH MY GOODNESS! Absolutely erratic! Just sitting at a close proximity to her made me feel all over the place, I couldn’t focus, I became agitated, I felt too erratic too! It felt like she disheveled me with her energy! To the extent that i tried to sit on their table as its “marketing team” but I couldn’t last maybe a day or two and I moved back to my older spot so I can sit in peace.

Another incident I met someone a month ago and on Whatsapp we get along so well and it was for a work thing anyways but we are also compatible as friends, but meeting that person in real life for dinner, It was so uncomfortable! Same thing! Erratic! Literally my train of thoughts got wrecked and my sentences became “word salad”

I couldn’t focus, I couldn’t be comfortable and I felt yeaah maybe it’s not the best idea to work together or maybe if we do then minimize our interaction because also that person have the personality of only focusing on the “one thing going wrong” in a sea of shit loads of things going right! And I genuinely dislike such characters, as I’m very solution oriented (unless if I just want to bitch and vent) but if its a work thing then I’d rather sort the issue over just dwelling about very minor things that don’t even matter!

And a friend of mine introduced me to a biiig group of his friends, all sort of people from all walks of life, and I had minimal interaction with each and there’s one guy that I just said hello to and shook his hand, and on that day I told my friend there’s something about this guy, I really dont like his energy so keep your distance and always be aware of what you say/do with him.

Fast forward 6 months later, I was right :)

And I told you before once about the “Self Love Guru” who I broke her down when I sensed all of her “lack of selflove, self worth, insecurities and all the shit she has” and it would really bust her entire business as how come someone who sells their “teach you how to love yourself” for a living is actually a person who hates herself? Mmmm…yeah! Loads of those out there.

And the latest thing is, I met a person who I know very top level information about, but on paper and based on others words that person is so great, kind, knowledgable…etc.

But I didn’t feel it, I didn’t feel the kindness claimed, and also that person also claims to be “super calm” i also didnt feel it, the energy of that person is anything but calm! Maybe in earlier phases in life but at this current phase then its as faaar from calm as its humanly possible.

And I had a clash with that person and I said “it’s an energy mismatch” and honestly there’s nothing in the world that would make me work with that person, no money, no nothing.

It’s a mismatch! So it’s not worth my time or energy.

While this all may sound too weird, and very “out there” especially that technically I don’t do any practices or anything in the spiritual/energies realm, so I don’t fit the typical stereotype of people who sit and meditate and develop such “extra senses” but maybe I was born with it, but I wasn’t aware when I was young because I didn’t even know what “energies” are.

I got introduced to that concept when Mama signed up for a Pranic Healing course and then she loved that path so much that she made me, my sister and dad join.

I think then was the first time I hear the concept of energies and by then I was in university.

So yeah I know its weird for others and others opinions about it make me feel like I’m weird for sensing such things but now I realised like how dumb I am!

Like I literally have sensors that can tell me a person is good/bad or match/mismatch, from the first interaction how amazing that is???

Sometimes I meet people and I feel nothing! But those who are “realllyyy good” and the “reallyyy bad” I always 99% of the times feel it from the get go.

Some their kindness radiates miles away from them and others their evil has prevailed and no matter if they smile to my face and say the sweetest things, I can see all the evil within.

And so far…my intuition was never wrong.

Do you feel such things? Message me and let me know 🙏