Not a Bitch! Just a Strong Confident Woman 🤷🏽‍♀️

Around the world, there are:

2,135 billionaires

59 Million — Millionaires

1.7 Million CEOs

Fiat cash is literally paper getting printed in a factory and with the direction of the new world order, even that is becoming redundant and we’re moving to the world of digital digits.

So why on earth are you competing with me?

1- There are more than enough money for all of us who aspire to become rich, to make it.

2- Don’t hate me if people around you love me and not you, they didn’t wake up that day and decide oh let me love Lin and hate X, they love me because I have the capacity to form a real connection with them! Because I care about their stories, about them! Because I’d rather get to know the person sitting next to me 9 hours a day and laugh with them and share my food with them and make those 9 hours less miserable, instead of choosing to have a resting bitch face the entire day and then complain deep inside of me, why I’m unliked.

3- I’m not interested in your position! If I wanted that high position of yours, I’d have applied for it!

What people don’t understand is, when I actually get a chance to be in a meeting with someone who has a higher title than me (those big glamorous ones) I enter those meetings with excitement and I can’t wait to learn what that person will teach me! — so far unfortunately 95% were so dumb! And I have zero clue how they got that position (it shows how messed up the recruitment process globally) — so when I come share my knowledge, not in a rude way, not in act of defiance, just pure facts of how things should be done based on my experience — it’s always been taken as a threat, and it shakes their insecure existence — what do you want me to do? Sit there and nod and agree to your disastrous execution plan which at the end of day, I’ll be the one impacted as I’m the one executing and I’m the one who will be questioned down the line by your higher ups of how did this get approved, while you? You and your insecure big title, will blame it all on us, and sit behind your glamours fancy desk, what a leader 👏

4- Why does my confidence scares you? Why is is it soo frowned upon that a god forbid woman is actually confident and knows how to express her ideas and is not afraid to speak up! Is such a horrible thing!

But if it was the same character but a man, then wow what an amazing strong charismatic person lets make him a leader, but if its a woman then — yeah she’s a bitch!

I wasn’t born confident! Matter of fact if you’ve read any of my articles you’d see due to my upbringing I was completely shattered internally, zero confidence, zero self worth.

But what am I supposed to do? Live my entire life being that shattered kid? Or if I get an opportunity to become better I should take it?

I used to hate client meetings and presenting because I was so scared, and lacking confidence, literally would have panic attacks and not sleep for nights before it — but I had one great manager who she was patient with me, she never put pressure on me or expectations of me, she always celebrated me after any meeting no matter what it was — saying “ Great job Leeno” even when I became a senior she kept on doing that

She helped me change, and with practice everything can change.

Now I can lead full on meetings with c-suite people that I’ve never met before and genuinely don’t even have 1% insecurity about it, because I’m so confident in my knowledge and I know for a fact that these people wouldn’t know as much as I know in my field of work so why would I be intimidated by them?

So I am who I am because I worked so hard on becoming who I am today, it didn’t happen over night and I’m not going to be apologetic about it, I refuse to dumb myself down anymore, I refuse to allow others who I have far more superior intelligence than them to enforce their opinions on me just because they said so! And they have the title that allows them to say so!

And at the point of writing this, I don’t care anymore about getting a job! I won’t spend 1 more second in my life living opposing to my true nature, just to please other miserable humans and make them feel better about their pathetic self.

And if that means I’ll be broke and I’ll struggle financially, SO BE IT!

I won’t die from hunger and I’ll always find a way like I always did my entire life to take that $1 and turn it into thousands 😊